Transcript
[0:00] Before I go into some of the mul mantr,
[0:03] let's talk about the actual name of this
[0:06] barney. Why is it called the mul mantr?
[0:08] What exactly does that mean itself?
[0:11] There's three reasons that I can give
[0:13] you. The word mul
[0:16] means the root. So like you have the
[0:18] root of a tree. The word mul means root.
[0:23] So this is the root of all mantr. This
[0:28] is the root mantr. That's the name m
[0:31] that's what it means.
[0:34] The reason it's the root is because as
[0:36] some people have said gurbani begins
[0:39] with the mul mantr.
[0:42] So the very beginning
[0:44] of the guru's teaching guru's mut guru's
[0:49] ethos begins with the mul mantr. This is
[0:52] the root of this journey. So the very
[0:55] beginning of gurmat teaching starts here
[0:58] with the mul mantr. The very root of the
[1:00] guru grandab begins with the mul mant.
[1:03] It's the very start.
[1:07] Another reason it's called the mul mantr
[1:10] is because the words in the mul mant
[1:13] itself are the definitive root
[1:16] definition of the universe.
[1:20] It's the root definition of god. It's
[1:22] the root definition of the universe.
[1:25] It's at the very core of what the
[1:28] message that it's trying to convey to
[1:30] you. This is the root definition of it.
[1:34] And just as all of the tree can be
[1:37] understood from the root, beginning from
[1:41] the root, drawing its energy from the
[1:43] root, so all of gurbani can also be
[1:46] understood drawing its energy from this
[1:49] root.
[1:51] The third reason
[1:53] why it's called the mul
[1:56] is because this is the root definition
[1:59] of you.
[2:02] This is a definition of you. And as
[2:06] you'll go through this course, you'll
[2:07] see that there's a lot of things here
[2:09] that you might not have heard before.
[2:12] Some of the things that we aren't taught
[2:16] will be covered today.
[2:18] The mul mantr isn't a description of
[2:21] some god somewhere else. It isn't just a
[2:24] description of God. It's also the
[2:27] definition of you.
[2:29] It defines at the root of what a human
[2:33] being is.
[2:36] And I'm sure many people would not have
[2:38] read the mantr and seen it as something
[2:40] defining themsself. But it is the root
[2:43] definition of what a human being is.
[2:46] And it starts at the beginning of the
[2:49] japi.
[2:52] So if you are to understand the jupy
[2:55] first you have to understand the mul
[2:57] mantr
[3:00] and if you need to understand the mantr
[3:02] you have to begin with the very first
[3:05] the very first word which is.
[3:08] So in order to understand jabis you need
[3:11] to understand the mul mantr. In order to
[3:13] understand the mantr you have to
[3:14] understand ick.
[3:17] So what does ick mean?
[3:21] Ick defines
[3:24] a oneness.
[3:26] A oneness
[3:28] that is in everything.
[3:31] A oneness that exists in everything.
[3:35] And a oneness that isn't exclusive to
[3:38] anyone.
[3:41] This oneness
[3:43] doesn't belong to anyone.
[3:47] Nobody owns it.
[3:49] It isn't specific to any gender. It
[3:53] isn't stronger in males and weaker in
[3:56] females.
[3:57] It isn't stronger in humans and weaker
[4:00] in plants and animals.
[4:02] It is in everyone absolutely equally.
[4:08] But when you look at your translations,
[4:12] it will read
[4:15] there is one God. Most of your
[4:17] translations will say there is one God.
[4:20] And in reality, that phrase there is one
[4:25] God
[4:26] doesn't actually begin to describe
[4:29] what is trying to say.
[4:36] The other thing is
[4:39] that it actually isn't a word. It's
[4:42] actually a number. And the use of a
[4:44] number is also very beautiful. And we'll
[4:46] go on to this.
[4:49] The number one in itself is complete.
[4:54] The number one in itself
[4:58] I think in mathematics do we talk about
[5:00] prime numbers?
[5:04] numbers which in themselves don't break
[5:07] up easily into into other whole numbers
[5:10] and the very first prime number is one.
[5:15] So the most complete number is one and
[5:18] within that there's a clue and the clue
[5:22] is that if one is complete if the number
[5:24] is complete then the thing that I'm
[5:27] going to talk to you about is also
[5:29] complete
[5:31] the oneness
[5:33] God call it whatever you want is a
[5:36] complete entity it isn't lacking
[5:38] anything
[5:41] and oneness is also opposite to two.
[5:46] It's opposite opposite to two. Some
[5:48] people mentioned duality.
[5:52] Where there is one, there can't be two.
[5:57] If I ask, how many of you are here right
[5:59] now? How many of you are here? There's
[6:02] just me. There's just me.
[6:05] In fact, even if I was to clone you,
[6:08] you'd say, I can see that that looks
[6:09] like me, but that isn't me. I am me in
[6:11] myself. I'm complete.
[6:16] Even the mirror reflection isn't me.
[6:20] It may look like me. It may sound like
[6:21] me, but it isn't me. I am complete in
[6:24] myself. In myself, all that there is,
[6:26] all that you need to know about me is
[6:28] contained here in this oneness.
[6:32] So the number one is absolutely
[6:34] complete.
[6:40] One of the key things that I want to do
[6:42] in this course is I want to make sure
[6:43] that it always relates backs to you. It
[6:47] always goes back to something that you
[6:49] can understand. You can go home. You can
[6:51] practice.
[6:53] So already we're talking about quite
[6:57] conceptual concepts.
[7:01] It's oneness. It's complete. It's whole.
[7:04] It's in everything. But the question
[7:07] that all of you are really asking is,
[7:08] well, what's that got to do with me?
[7:11] What do I do with this?
[7:14] And in reality, in one way or another,
[7:17] everybody has said the truth is I'm
[7:20] trying to merge with this thing called
[7:21] God. I'm trying to find out what this
[7:24] God is. What is it? And how do I merge
[7:27] with it? Why am I not merged with it
[7:29] now?
[7:33] And in that very statement,
[7:35] you've created a duality.
[7:40] In the very statement, I am trying to
[7:43] merge with God, you've created two.
[7:48] There's an I and then there's a God.
[7:53] So if there's a eye and there's a God,
[7:56] how many are there?
[8:00] So guru nanag gi is first starting by
[8:02] telling you actually your very initial
[8:06] step into this journey has to be the
[8:08] right step.
[8:11] I am trying to merge with God. There's a
[8:14] eye and there's a god. So straight away
[8:18] you've broken
[8:20] the golden rule which is everything is
[8:22] one.
[8:23] All that there exists is one.
[8:28] Take a minute to think about what that
[8:29] means.
[8:31] All that exists is the one.
[8:40] You aren't part of something else.
[8:44] You are that something else.
[8:52] And this is where we now start thinking
[8:55] actually what I've been learning all
[8:57] this time maybe I've been on the wrong
[9:00] path.
[9:02] It's like the waves of an ocean.
[9:08] It's a very simple analogy.
[9:12] Your life is simply like the wave of an
[9:15] ocean that rises up out of the ocean
[9:19] and for a brief second it says look at
[9:21] me and then it goes back into the ocean.
[9:25] That moment that the wave
[9:28] came up.
[9:31] Can anybody say that that wave is not
[9:34] the ocean?
[9:36] Can anyone say that the wave is separate
[9:38] from the ocean?
[9:41] You can't.
[9:43] It's just a wave of the ocean.
[9:49] So in the same way,
[9:53] you are a wave of the oneness.
[9:59] You are a part of the oneness.
[10:07] It's like various fingers all arguing
[10:12] which one belongs to the hand.
[10:16] Can you say which one belongs to the
[10:18] hand and which one doesn't? You can't.
[10:22] They all belong to the same hand. In
[10:24] fact, they make up the hand.
[10:29] So how can you think that you are
[10:32] separate from the oneness?
[10:36] You aren't separate from oneness.
[10:41] And what that means
[10:45] is that I am not a separate entity to
[10:48] you.
[10:51] You are not different to the person
[10:53] sitting next to you.
[10:56] And the duality that we've created is
[10:59] that I'm over here. I'm not over there.
[11:03] I'm this guy here. I'm not that guy over
[11:05] there. I'm sitting on this side of the
[11:08] room. Somebody else is sitting on that
[11:10] side of the room. That's not me.
[11:14] Fingers of the same hand, not able to
[11:17] see the hand.
[11:21] And the truth is that we've never looked
[11:23] at somebody else across the room and
[11:25] seen ourself in that person.
[11:28] This is duality.
[11:31] This is where our thinking has been
[11:32] molded.
[11:34] The truth is that I don't exist as a
[11:36] separate entity to you.
[11:41] And duality
[11:44] and more importantly individuality.
[11:49] See how those words sound very similar?
[11:51] Duality and individuality.
[11:57] Individuality
[12:00] is the biggest disease that you have
[12:03] right now and it is the disease of
[12:06] separation.
[12:10] Individuality
[12:11] is nothing more than a disease
[12:14] and the guru is the cure.
[12:20] Guru Gobinda. The guru is my doctor is
[12:25] the medicine man.
[12:30] What is the disease? I
[12:36] I is the disease. Me I exist. I am I am
[12:41] something
[12:43] that itself is the disease. So the path
[12:46] of siki is about curing yourself of this
[12:50] disease that I exist.
[12:53] All that exists are various forms of the
[12:56] one.
[12:58] The one exists
[13:00] I
[13:02] is just an illusion.
[13:05] Oneness is the opposite
[13:08] of the way we've been living.
[13:11] Ick is the opposite of the way we've
[13:14] been thinking all of our lives.
[13:18] There isn't a me and a God.
[13:22] The very statement I am trying to merge
[13:25] with God begins with I am.
[13:30] I am here and God is there
[13:35] and I don't get why we're not together
[13:39] because your very statement,
[13:41] your very mindset itself starts with a
[13:44] duality. Gurunanak G starts by trying to
[13:48] break that duality straight away
[13:51] by he's saying let's get first things
[13:54] first. There isn't a you and there isn't
[13:57] a God that you're trying to get to.
[14:02] Understand IK and you understand the
[14:04] rest of Gurrans.
[14:06] Understand and you understand the
[14:09] spiritual journey of every spiritual
[14:12] tradition.
[14:14] Every tradition is just trying to do the
[14:17] same thing which is to break
[14:20] this duality that exists within you that
[14:23] I am separate from you.
[14:28] So we create dualities even in this
[14:30] journey. I am trying to get to God.
[14:35] God is all things good and I am all
[14:39] things bad.
[14:41] In the Abrahamic traditions they say
[14:43] Satan is all things bad. Christianity,
[14:45] Islam, Judaism, Satan is all things bad.
[14:48] God is all things good. You've created
[14:51] two.
[14:55] We'll cover that today.
[15:03] I'm the sinner. You are the destroyer of
[15:05] sin. We'll go through that today.
[15:12] And a question is always asked,
[15:16] if there is a God, why do bad things
[15:18] happen?
[15:20] If God is within us, why do we do bad
[15:22] things?
[15:26] And it's based on a
[15:29] dualistic thinking.
[15:33] Surely the good God wouldn't do this to
[15:35] me.
[15:38] Me and God.
[15:41] So your very questioning is based on a
[15:44] duality.
[15:46] And if your question is wrong, no matter
[15:49] what answer is given to you, you're not
[15:52] hearing what you want to hear because
[15:53] your very question is wrong.
[15:56] The question that you go on to this path
[15:58] with is well tell me then how do I
[16:00] become one with God? Your very question
[16:02] is wrong. And Gurunanak just starts at
[16:05] the very beginning and says let's just
[16:06] correct that question first. Let's just
[16:09] get that thinking sorted out first
[16:11] before we go any further.
[16:14] So it's really beautiful why Maharaj
[16:16] begins with ick.
[16:19] In fact, Maharaj is telling you the
[16:21] answer here.
[16:27] So we've talked a lot about I am.
[16:31] Let's talk about this terminology that
[16:33] we use called God.
[16:36] Even the terminology itself
[16:39] has a lot of characteristics intrinsic
[16:43] within each word.
[16:45] The English translation says there is
[16:47] one god. Gurbani doesn't use that kind
[16:50] of language because gurbani is very
[16:53] aware of the use of language. Every
[16:55] single akar, every word, every letter is
[16:58] very specifically chosen
[17:01] so that you don't enter into false
[17:03] thinking.
[17:05] What do you think about when you when
[17:08] somebody says the word God to you?
[17:11] When someone says the word God,
[17:14] you think of a
[17:17] a humanlike character.
[17:22] Most of you will think of an elderly
[17:24] male.
[17:26] The feminist among you will think of a
[17:28] female and say, "No, God is definitely
[17:30] female."
[17:33] And This God character, humanlike
[17:37] character is somewhere
[17:40] somewhere far.
[17:43] I like to call that guy Mr. God. That
[17:46] guy over there.
[17:51] The more simplistic your understanding,
[17:53] you'll say the God is sitting up in
[17:55] heaven somewhere.
[18:03] So God is there is a God he she sits
[18:07] somewhere and by using terminology you
[18:11] create duality.
[18:13] Gurunalak's choice of terminology is
[18:16] also very appropriate not allowing you
[18:19] to enter into duality.
[18:25] So
[18:27] if there isn't an I and there isn't a
[18:30] God and all of this is one,
[18:33] you may ask the question,
[18:36] well, how can I be God?
[18:39] It sounds nice. Me and God, God and me
[18:42] are one. It sounds nice, but how can I
[18:45] be God?
[18:50] God is all things good. And I know that
[18:53] I'm not all things good.
[18:56] I'm a sinner. I'm a puppy.
[18:59] I do bad things. I have bad thoughts.
[19:02] How can I be
[19:07] part of this which is all things good?
[19:14] So by this thinking
[19:18] that I am a sinner, what your ego is
[19:21] doing is it's creating
[19:24] a trick.
[19:26] It allows you to have an ego and it says
[19:30] I am a sinner.
[19:33] And by allowing yourself the label that
[19:35] I am a sinner, you're saying well at
[19:38] least I am.
[19:40] I might be a sinner but I'm here at
[19:43] least because the alternative what
[19:46] Gurunanak is saying is you are not
[19:50] you're not even here and that's too
[19:53] difficult for us to accept
[19:55] firstly physically we can't understand
[19:57] how does that work
[20:00] secondly we can't accept that we aren't
[20:02] here because in reality
[20:06] you all quite like yourselves
[20:09] we all quite like who we are. Even if we
[20:12] say, "I'm a sinner." In reality, we say,
[20:15] "Yeah, but I'm not that bad.
[20:17] Everyone else is worse than me. I'm not
[20:20] that bad, am I?" And by saying, "I'm not
[20:23] that bad," you're saying, "Actually,
[20:25] I'm a good friend of mine. I'm all
[20:27] right. I'm okay. I am. I am. I am."
[20:31] Even saying, "I am a sinner." You're
[20:34] saying, "I am. I am not that bad. I am."
[20:37] It starts with I am.
[20:40] Gurunanakdev G is starting with
[20:42] something completely different.
[20:45] So Gurunanakdev G is actually
[20:48] introducing a mathematical formula here.
[20:52] And this is the formula by which we need
[20:54] to understand and by which we need to
[20:57] understand Gurbani. Guranak's formula is
[21:00] this 1 + 1 equals 1. There's never room
[21:04] for two.
[21:08] And this is a perfect complete formula
[21:11] in its own.
[21:15] You can't create two.
[21:17] There's just more of the same one.
[21:21] If I have one drop of water and I add
[21:24] another drop of water, have I created
[21:25] two things or have I just created more
[21:28] of the same?
[21:37] We're two drops of water looking at each
[21:38] other and saying, "I'm not you. You're
[21:40] not me. We're not the same thing." Each
[21:43] drop of water may look slightly
[21:44] different may have slightly more or less
[21:47] molecules in it. One might have a bit
[21:49] more purity in it. One might have a few
[21:51] more other things mixed into it.
[21:55] And the one that's a bit purer saying,
[21:56] "I'm a bit better than you. I'm purer
[21:59] than you." And the one that's a bit
[22:01] worse is saying, "I'm a sinner. I'm
[22:02] worse than you."
[22:05] But you're just the same thing. This is
[22:08] Gurunanak's formula that he's
[22:10] introducing here.
[22:12] If you want to understand siki, if you
[22:15] want to understand mul mantra, this is a
[22:18] complete formula that gurun is
[22:20] introducing to you.
[22:23] And every definition
[22:26] of siki has to fit within this answer.
[22:31] Every line that you read in Gurbani has
[22:33] to go back to ick. Every time you want
[22:36] to understand something in Guran Sabji,
[22:38] you first have to remember and you have
[22:41] to say how does this fit with the
[22:42] definition of ick.
[22:48] And as we go through today, we'll keep
[22:50] reiterating this point. How do we get to
[22:53] understand this even more
[22:57] on your spiritual path?
[23:00] This is the answer to every spiritual
[23:03] question
[23:07] and initially that won't make any sense.
[23:10] How do I get rid of my my lord mohankar?
[23:13] How do I get rid of my anger, lust,
[23:14] desire, greed, attachments? The answer
[23:17] is ick. But initially it won't make any
[23:21] sense. I said that's not the answer to
[23:23] my question.
[23:26] But it is the answer to your question.
[23:28] You just don't understand it yet.
[23:35] It's like somebody entering in school.
[23:40] We walk into school, we walk into the
[23:41] gur, we read a hookum nama and we expect
[23:45] that we have to understand everything
[23:47] there and then because if I don't
[23:49] understand everything right here, right
[23:51] now, then this stuff ain't right. The
[23:54] siki stuff doesn't work.
[23:58] And then people walk away from siki
[24:00] saying I've ne it doesn't make any
[24:02] sense. People step away from religion
[24:04] and they say religion is nonsense.
[24:07] People step away from God and say God
[24:08] doesn't exist.
[24:12] Did you ask the right questions?
[24:15] Were you in the right frame of mind to
[24:17] understand what God was? Can you
[24:19] understand what God is?
[24:22] Can the drop of water understand the
[24:24] entirety of the ocean?
[24:27] Whether he's in the ocean or not, can he
[24:29] understand the entirety of it all?
[24:32] So Gurunanak GI is giving you the answer
[24:35] up front. When Guruji begins Barney with
[24:39] begins the mantra with ick, he starts
[24:43] with the answer. Ick is the answer. So
[24:49] another question you might ask,
[24:52] why don't I feel part of the oneness
[24:54] then?
[24:55] If I am the same as this oneness, why
[24:57] don't I feel it?
[25:00] What's going on?
[25:04] And
[25:07] this is the delusion of separation that
[25:09] we have within us. Why am I separate
[25:12] from God?
[25:14] The separation
[25:17] is something that's been ingrained in
[25:19] us.
[25:22] You've been taught that you're separate
[25:24] from God
[25:26] far longer than that you've been taught
[25:28] that you're part of God.
[25:32] And whether it's consciously or
[25:34] subconsciously,
[25:37] directly or indirectly,
[25:39] this is how we've all been brought up.
[25:43] You must do better than everybody else
[25:45] in your class. You must be the first in
[25:48] your class.
[25:50] When you go for a job interview, make
[25:51] sure you're the one that gets it. Make
[25:54] sure you get all the qualifications that
[25:56] you need that you can go and get the
[25:58] best job that you need to get.
[26:03] If somebody buys a car, you go buy
[26:05] something bit better. If someone's
[26:07] wearing the latest designs, you go and
[26:09] make sure that you're one step ahead.
[26:12] And these messages of individuality and
[26:16] separation are bombarding us all the
[26:19] time. Consumerism,
[26:22] advertising, fashion, all these kind of
[26:25] things are bombarding us. The things by
[26:28] themsel, there's nothing wrong with
[26:30] them. There's nothing wrong with wearing
[26:33] nice clothes. There's nothing wrong with
[26:35] buying a good car.
[26:38] But it's the mindset that we have to
[26:40] address.
[26:41] There's no point you walking away and
[26:43] saying, "Right, I'm never going to wear
[26:45] fashionable clothes and I'm never going
[26:46] to drive good car and I'm just going to
[26:48] wear broken sandals and I'm just going
[26:50] to wear the most simple ka pajama and
[26:52] that's it. I'm going to be a sadu ba.
[26:55] I'm going to go live a saintly life."
[26:58] Cuz what have you done? All you've done
[27:00] is change your clothes.
[27:03] The thing that you had to look for, you
[27:04] haven't looked for. All you've done is
[27:06] changed
[27:08] nice shoes for worse shoes.
[27:12] You've changed nice clothes for worse
[27:13] clothes. And then you create an ego.
[27:15] Look how look how holy I am.
[27:20] Look at me. All of you people in your
[27:23] fashionable clothes, look at me. I'm a
[27:24] sadu.
[27:26] You've replaced one ego with another
[27:28] ego. I am. I am a sadu.
[27:34] Until you address this I am, you haven't
[27:36] started your journey of siki yet.
[27:40] until you address who am I, what am I,
[27:44] you can wear what you want, do what you
[27:46] want, read what you want, recite what
[27:50] you want.
[27:52] If you haven't addressed the fact that
[27:54] it's talking about me and not about Mr.
[27:56] God,
[27:58] you haven't actually started.
[28:04] And that is where it becomes quite a
[28:06] sour bitter pill to swallow. Okay. Have
[28:10] I just been wasting my time?
[28:13] And at this point, some people can walk
[28:15] away and say, "I don't like this
[28:17] message. I'm all right with my sut.
[28:20] We all go to the gurara together. We all
[28:23] run camps together.
[28:25] We all do seek things together. We're
[28:27] nice people. We're not hurting anyone."
[28:30] But all you're doing
[28:32] is you've replaced one SAT with another.
[28:36] If you used to go out clubbing and you
[28:38] used to go out smoking and drinking,
[28:41] what you've done is replace that with a
[28:43] different group of friends that just do
[28:44] a different set of things,
[28:47] but you haven't addressed who am I.
[28:51] If I am now a gurmuk and I used to be a
[28:55] manmuk
[28:57] by saying I am a gurmuk first you're
[28:59] saying I am.
[29:01] And if you're saying that I am a gurmuk
[29:03] you're not a gurmok
[29:05] cuz you don't know yourself. You don't
[29:08] know what you are.
[29:11] So there's a reason why I don't feel
[29:13] part of this oneness
[29:15] because we've never really been trained
[29:17] that this is the journey to question who
[29:19] you are.
[29:21] What we've been told is siki is about
[29:23] merging with God. So read lots of stuff
[29:25] about this god and somewhere somehow
[29:28] something's going to happen. But
[29:31] Gurunanak is doing something different.
[29:33] Gurunanak is saying well let's first
[29:35] address who you think you are
[29:39] because when you understand who you are
[29:43] then you may be be able to understand
[29:45] what God is. If the drop of water
[29:48] understands what it is, there's a chance
[29:50] that it can understand what the ocean
[29:52] is.
[29:54] If the drop of water doesn't even know
[29:56] that it's made up of the same stuff as
[29:57] the ocean, how is it going to understand
[30:00] the ocean? If it doesn't even know that
[30:02] it itself is the same thing.
[30:06] So there's a reason why you don't feel
[30:08] this oneness. There's a reason why we
[30:09] walk around with our separation.
[30:13] It's conditioning. For 20, 30, 40, 50
[30:16] years, however long you've lived, it's
[30:18] conditioning. We've been conditioned to
[30:20] think a particular way.
[30:24] The Buddhists have a very simple
[30:25] analogy.
[30:28] One fish swims up to another fish and
[30:31] says, "So, where's this water that
[30:33] everyone keeps talking about?"
[30:37] And this is like us.
[30:41] One seat goes to another seat. So, where
[30:43] is this God that everyone keeps talking
[30:44] about?
[30:46] The fish doesn't understand he's in
[30:48] water. The Buddhists say trying to
[30:52] understand this oneness is like trying
[30:54] to teach a fish what is water. He can't
[30:57] understand what is water. He's in water.
[31:00] He drinks water. He breathes water. He's
[31:03] made up of water. Every cell in his body
[31:05] is water. Everything that he sees is
[31:08] water, but he can't understand it.
[31:11] And then when you start using this
[31:12] terminology, this is the c sort of
[31:14] terminology that Barney is using.
[31:16] Everywhere I see you, you are in
[31:19] everything. You are in everything.
[31:21] But we're like, where? Show me. Why
[31:24] can't I see it?
[31:26] Because the very eyes with which you're
[31:28] looking need to be adjusted.
[31:33] You're walking around and you've got
[31:35] these
[31:37] big thick black goggles in front of you.
[31:40] Gurunanakdev starts by taking those
[31:42] goggles off and saying now look at the
[31:45] world. The very eyes that you were using
[31:47] to look at the world were incorrect
[31:49] because they looked at the world saying
[31:51] I'm here but I can't see where you are.
[31:54] I know I'm here. Guranagi says well
[31:58] let's just look at that first before you
[32:00] try and understand everything else.
[32:01] Let's just look at what you think I am
[32:03] is. So there's a reason why you can ask
[32:06] this question. Well, it makes sense that
[32:08] I'm part of one, but why don't I feel
[32:09] part of this one? Dian is realization,
[32:12] awakening.
[32:14] The moment you realize,
[32:17] it is dion. It is not that dion comes to
[32:22] you.
[32:24] The dion is the realization is it's
[32:26] always been here. I just didn't know
[32:28] where to look.
[32:35] It's like somebody asking you,
[32:38] "The sun doesn't shine in my window. Why
[32:42] doesn't the sun shine through my
[32:43] window?"
[32:47] And you're sitting in the room with all
[32:49] the curtains closed
[32:52] and you're saying, "The sun doesn't
[32:54] shine."
[32:55] There is no sun.
[32:59] You have to open the curtains. And when
[33:02] you open the curtains, you can say, "Oh,
[33:04] the sun came to me." The sun was always
[33:06] there.
[33:08] The sun hasn't gone anywhere. It's
[33:10] always been there.
[33:12] But you're covering yourself.
[33:16] And what is the veil that we cover
[33:17] oursel with? The veil that we cover
[33:20] oursel with is our own identity.
[33:23] We create a wall around us.
[33:27] And this is who I am. This is what I am.
[33:31] Where does this thinking come from?
[33:35] In western psychology,
[33:38] the basis of western thinking stems from
[33:42] a statement made by someone called Renee
[33:46] Decart.
[33:47] I think it's about 17 1800s. Western
[33:50] understanding of the universe isn't
[33:53] really that old.
[33:56] Renee Decart
[33:58] is a French philosopher
[34:02] and he set out and said, "I'm going to
[34:04] go find what the truth is."
[34:07] And he applied what he calls the method
[34:09] of doubt.
[34:11] And the method of doubt says, "I'm going
[34:14] to doubt everything that exists and see
[34:18] if I can disprove it, then I know it
[34:20] exists. But if I can always doubt that
[34:23] it exists, then it does. It isn't the
[34:25] truth. It is an ultimate truth.
[34:29] So he goes out and he says, "Well, I
[34:32] don't know that all of you are sitting
[34:34] here right now. If I'm sitting in a room
[34:37] with lots of people, I don't know that
[34:39] you're really here. There's a chance
[34:41] that you're not actually here, that I'm
[34:43] dreaming."
[34:45] Or there's a chance that you're a
[34:46] hallucination.
[34:48] You know how sometimes you hear about
[34:50] this analogy that somebody's walking
[34:52] through a desert for hours and hours and
[34:55] hours or days and days and in the
[34:57] distance they think they can see like
[35:00] some beautiful lagoon with water and
[35:02] palm trees
[35:04] and when they walk there it's a mirage.
[35:07] It's not really there. So he says that
[35:11] you could be a mirage. The tree outside
[35:13] could be a mirage.
[35:15] Even if I go and hug the tree and I
[35:17] touch the tree,
[35:19] it could be a dream. Because sometimes
[35:21] in my dream, I felt like something is
[35:23] real, but it's not really real. It's not
[35:25] really there.
[35:28] So, he applies this method of doubt to
[35:30] everything. I'm not sure you exist. I'm
[35:32] not sure this is true. I'm not sure that
[35:34] it's actually daytime. In some
[35:36] countries,
[35:37] it's daylight for 6 months of the year.
[35:41] So, it's nighttime or daytime, you can't
[35:43] tell. So he says, "I can't tell if it's
[35:45] daytime right now. It could be nighttime
[35:46] right now. I don't know. It's not
[35:48] absolute truth that it's daytime." So he
[35:51] applies this method of doubt. I don't
[35:52] know if this exists, if this exists, if
[35:54] this exists. And he comes to the
[35:56] conclusion that I don't know if anything
[35:58] exists. But there's one thing that I
[36:01] can't doubt. I'm here.
[36:04] I can't doubt that I am here. I'm the
[36:06] one asking all these questions. I can't
[36:09] doubt that much. So he comes up with a
[36:11] statement that says I think therefore I
[36:14] am. As long as I'm thinking I'm not sure
[36:17] if everything else is true but the fact
[36:19] that I'm thinking means I'm here. And
[36:22] this is our thinking now. Because I'm
[36:25] thinking I must exist.
[36:29] Because I'm thinking I must exist.
[36:31] Otherwise who's this guy thinking?
[36:34] What's this voice in my head? Who's the
[36:37] one that's listening to this talk right
[36:38] now? There must be there must be a me
[36:41] that's listening to this.
[36:46] And if I am here
[36:49] then you must also be there
[36:52] because you're just another I. So if I'm
[36:56] here then you must be there as well.
[37:00] And then the mind starts creating
[37:01] distinctions.
[37:03] Well, if there's so many I ams here,
[37:07] some of them I agree with and some of
[37:09] them I don't agree with. So, the mind
[37:12] then starts creating things that it
[37:15] likes.
[37:17] I like that guy. I don't really like
[37:19] that guy over there cuz that guy agrees
[37:21] with me and that guy doesn't agree with
[37:23] me.
[37:25] That guy supports the same football team
[37:27] as me. That guy supports a different
[37:29] team. the rivals.
[37:33] So the mind starts creating
[37:34] associations.
[37:37] That's a guy that I like. That's a guy I
[37:39] don't like.
[37:42] And if there is an I am, then this I am
[37:46] should have a name.
[37:48] Because otherwise, how am I going to
[37:50] find who all the other I ams are?
[37:54] So you give yourself a name. I am this
[37:57] guy.
[37:59] I'm that guy.
[38:02] And the mind starts creating a whole
[38:04] persona.
[38:06] And because you've got this persona,
[38:10] you've come under this delusion that I
[38:12] exist.
[38:17] And because there is an I am
[38:21] your meditation can't work either
[38:25] cuz you sit there and you're calling
[38:28] something else and there's an
[38:30] expectation
[38:32] that says that there is a god somewhere
[38:35] and he needs to come find me or I need
[38:37] to find him.
[38:39] Me and God.
[38:42] This distinction is created
[38:46] and what happens when you sit in your
[38:48] siman or you're trying to meditate or
[38:50] you're trying to do mantr and it doesn't
[38:52] work then frustration comes why is it
[38:56] not working everybody tells me there's a
[38:58] god everyone tells me if I just sit down
[39:00] and do wigguru for a few minutes I'm
[39:03] supposed to connect
[39:05] but I'm not connecting
[39:08] because the very thing that you're using
[39:09] to connect hasn't been addressed
[39:12] The very person looking for God is the
[39:14] one that you need to address.
[39:19] And this
[39:20] frustration, this separation
[39:23] is born out of this dualistic thinking.
[39:25] I am trying to connect with God.
[39:32] What do we do when we do an arm siman?
[39:35] When you sit down and you do your nams
[39:36] and let's say you're doing a wu job and
[39:39] you're saying wahiguru wahigu wahiguru
[39:43] in reality what you're saying is come on
[39:46] god come on god come on god come on god
[39:51] come on god and after a while it's like
[39:54] come on mate come on come on god come on
[39:58] god and that's what you're saying
[40:03] why haven't you arrived Yet
[40:06] it's been 6 minutes.
[40:09] That should be enough.
[40:11] If I If I wanted to speak to somebody
[40:13] else, I call their name. After two or
[40:16] three times, they turn up. But you don't
[40:18] show up.
[40:20] There must be something wrong. And if
[40:23] you do this for long enough, eventually
[40:25] you'll come to the conclusion that God
[40:27] doesn't come.
[40:30] He doesn't come.
[40:32] How many times should I ask? And of the
[40:35] 10, 15 years I've been doing Siman,
[40:39] are you telling me that even once I
[40:40] didn't ask properly that he couldn't
[40:42] come once?
[40:44] If I've been doing it for so many years,
[40:47] am I so far far back down the queue that
[40:50] he had to meet everybody else, but he
[40:51] couldn't meet me? You start questioning
[40:54] these things.
[40:57] But the culprit isn't God. The culprit
[40:59] is the I am.
[41:02] I am trying to connect with God.
[41:06] No matter how many times you ask for the
[41:08] sun to shine into your room,
[41:11] if you don't open the curtain,
[41:14] the sun,
[41:16] what can the sun do? The sun is doing as
[41:19] much as it can. It's shining. It's
[41:21] there.
[41:22] Apart from burning your curtains down,
[41:24] it can't really do anything.
[41:29] And what is God to do if you haven't
[41:32] opened the curtains?
[41:35] If you haven't gotten rid of the one
[41:37] whose I am,
[41:39] then what's Bara God going to do? He's
[41:41] like, I'm already here, mate. I'm
[41:43] already here. I'm already here. That's
[41:47] God siman to you. He's saying
[41:51] because if you
[41:56] are looking for money,
[41:59] if you're looking for wealth
[42:02] and you've lived in a room, you were
[42:05] born into a room that all that there was
[42:08] was diamonds and jewels and gold coins
[42:11] everywhere.
[42:15] And then
[42:18] somebody tells you there's this thing
[42:19] called money. You say where I can't see
[42:21] it. Where is it?
[42:24] Has he created the duality or have you
[42:26] created the duality?
[42:31] Where is the duality? Does the duality
[42:33] even exist?
[42:36] You see, when you work for your money,
[42:39] when you get your paycheck at the end of
[42:41] the month, you know you've done
[42:42] something. There's a sense of actually
[42:44] there's a value in this. If you're born
[42:47] in a room where all that exists is
[42:48] money, where's the value?
[42:52] If you work for an hour,
[42:56] you might earn£10, right? Whatever your
[43:01] hourly rate is, you might earn, you do
[43:04] an hour's worth of work, you might
[43:05] earn£10,20.
[43:08] And you can understand that if I do an
[43:11] hour's worth of work, I'll get an hour's
[43:13] worth of pay.
[43:17] But here, you're not asking for£10.
[43:21] You're not asking for a million pounds
[43:23] or a billion pounds. You're asking for
[43:25] God.
[43:27] You're asking for the entire universe.
[43:30] And you think in 5 10 minutes of siman
[43:33] that you should be able to obtain the
[43:35] whole universe.
[43:37] How is that possible? If for 1 hour's
[43:40] worth of work, all you're worth is 10,
[43:42] 15, 20,
[43:45] then why in 1 hour's worth of siman
[43:48] should you get the entire universe?
[43:53] What you're asking for is too big.
[43:58] But the reality is that God doesn't even
[44:01] need one second.
[44:04] If
[44:06] the way that you look for God is the
[44:09] right way,
[44:13] if you walk in the right direction,
[44:17] you'll find that it's already there.
[44:21] The question is how do we walk in the
[44:24] right direction? And this is the path of
[44:25] siki.
[44:27] This is what mul is trying to teach you.
[44:29] How do I walk in the right direction
[44:33] that I may have the dion of God? And
[44:36] when you sit in your meditation,
[44:39] when you do your nam siman, your very
[44:42] expectation
[44:44] that God should come any minute now
[44:48] is the reason why God will never show
[44:50] up. because you have an expectation.
[44:54] Come on God, I'm sure you should be able
[44:57] to come and visit me at some point.
[45:02] The very meditation itself, the very
[45:05] siman itself that you're trying to do is
[45:09] I am calling your name.
[45:13] I am calling for you. Why haven't you
[45:15] turned up yet?
[45:20] I am trying to connect with God.
[45:25] So what you're expecting,
[45:27] you know what we expect when God finally
[45:29] turns up? You're sitting in your
[45:31] meditation and it's all sort of dark
[45:34] clouds and then something opens and a
[45:36] big light
[45:38] and there's a God with a big deep voice
[45:40] that says, "I've been waiting for you.
[45:44] Come my child." That's what we're
[45:45] expecting in reality.
[45:49] And you say, "Oh, thank you God. Finally
[45:52] vary my turn is here. Finally, you came.
[45:56] You gave me your dash."
[46:02] But you don't change.
[46:05] God has to come visit me. But the me
[46:08] that he has to come visit is just me.
[46:10] Me, Mr. Nice Guy. I'm okay. I'm not a
[46:12] bad guy.
[46:14] But you're not expecting to change
[46:16] yourself. You're expecting Mr. God to
[46:18] show up. Gurunanakdev is saying actually
[46:22] the one that's looking for God. Let's
[46:24] address that guy. Let's forget Mr. God.
[46:28] Let's talk about you.
[46:31] Who do you think you are?
[46:34] Who is the one looking for God?
[46:37] So you can say, "All right, I get it
[46:39] now. God, this God thing, oneness, I'm
[46:44] God. God is me. I get it.
[46:47] So where is he?
[46:50] Come on then. Show me this God.
[46:53] If everything that you're saying is
[46:54] true, show me this God. Where is he?
[46:59] My answer to you is using the ocean
[47:02] analogy.
[47:04] Is there any part of the ocean where
[47:06] water doesn't exist?
[47:10] My answer to you is where isn't God?
[47:14] And the scary thing is
[47:17] that the answer is God's here right now.
[47:21] You know, we're all sitting here talking
[47:22] about God.
[47:25] Whatever this God thing is, it's here
[47:26] right now. It's here.
[47:31] And you're saying, "But I'm here.
[47:35] And I can see all these lovely people
[47:36] sitting around me, but where's God?"
[47:42] The thinking has to change.
[47:45] The understanding has to change.
[47:48] Show me where in the universe the
[47:50] universe doesn't exist.
[47:56] Where in the ocean does the water not
[47:58] exist?
[48:01] It's here right now.
[48:08] There's a very simple story that I
[48:11] love to retell because I think it very
[48:14] clearly
[48:16] indicates how
[48:19] we need to look at this. There's a holy
[48:22] man, a sadu,
[48:24] who's sitting on the side of a road
[48:28] and he hasn't eaten for days
[48:32] and somebody comes along, a rich man
[48:34] comes along and throws him a bread,
[48:37] piece of bread
[48:40] The holy man picks up the bread and
[48:43] gives it to a dog.
[48:46] The rich man turns back and he starts
[48:50] laughing at him,
[48:52] saying, "You haven't eaten for days.
[48:55] I've thrown you some bread and you're
[48:57] feeding the dog."
[48:59] And he starts laughing at him. What a
[49:01] foolish man you are.
[49:03] And the holy man says,
[49:06] "God is feeding God." And God is
[49:09] laughing at God.
[49:15] If God eats or if God eats or if God
[49:18] laughs at God or God says something good
[49:21] to God or God insults God, all that
[49:23] there is is God.
[49:27] This is what Gurunanak is saying here.
[49:29] All that exists is God.
[49:33] All that there is in this room right now
[49:36] is God.
[49:39] Not Mr. God, not that guy, but
[49:43] everything here that is in this room
[49:45] present right now is God.
[49:49] All the fingers of the same hand right
[49:51] here in this room right now.
[49:53] So look around you. If you want to know
[49:56] where God is, look around.
[50:02] What have you been looking at?
[50:06] A fish looking around saying, "Where's
[50:08] the ocean? Where's the water? Where's
[50:09] the water? Where's the water?" What are
[50:12] you looking for?
[50:14] All that you're looking for is here.
[50:17] You can say, "Well, God might have been
[50:19] here at some point, but God isn't here
[50:21] right now."
[50:24] When was God here?
[50:27] We could have sat here this whole day
[50:29] and walked away and said, "Yeah, we were
[50:30] all here. I can count the number of
[50:31] people here. But when was God here? The
[50:34] answer is
[50:37] what in terms of time
[50:40] has the answer one? What sort of time is
[50:44] one?
[50:46] All time. God is always here. And if God
[50:51] is always here, God's here right now.
[50:55] But it's this use of this word God
[50:58] that's distracting us. Mr. God,
[51:02] let's put that word away.
[51:05] Let's change the word God to something
[51:07] else.
[51:08] What if we change the word God to
[51:10] universe? Is the universe in this room
[51:13] right now? Yeah. You say, "Yeah, it
[51:16] makes sense." Yeah, we're all part of
[51:17] the universe. So, the part of the
[51:19] universe is here right now. Some
[51:21] universe is outside as well, but some
[51:23] universe is very clearly here. What
[51:26] about if we use the word life? Is life
[51:28] in this room right now? You'll all
[51:30] agree. Say, "Yeah."
[51:34] Even if none of us are in this room,
[51:36] there is life in this room.
[51:40] So, if life can exist in this room right
[51:43] here, right now, in this moment, if the
[51:45] universe can exist in this room,
[51:48] what have you been looking for? You've
[51:51] been looking for Mr. God.
[51:54] Like he's something else. like it's a
[51:56] he.
[52:00] Gurunalik is saying that all that you
[52:02] can see around you is what you're
[52:04] looking for. It's ick. It's oneness.
[52:08] Stop looking for God.
[52:11] Because by saying the word God, you're
[52:13] putting him away somewhere. You're
[52:14] separating him. The very use of certain
[52:17] words creates the separation. Gurunanak
[52:21] is very careful.
[52:23] He says all that there is is ick right
[52:25] now.
[52:26] Can anyone say that doesn't mean God?
[52:30] Ick means something else.
[52:32] Does mean God.
[52:35] The ick that Gurunan Devi is talking
[52:36] about is the God.
[52:39] And God is continuously here. The
[52:42] oneness that we're looking for is always
[52:44] here right now.
[52:48] And from one moment to the next, the now
[52:50] continues. The one continues. It's ever
[52:53] evolving. It's always here.
[52:56] Life is here in this room right now.
[52:58] There's a presence of life in this room
[53:00] right now. And the same life that's in
[53:02] you is in you. And the same life that's
[53:05] in you is in all of you.
[53:10] So terminology is very important.
[53:15] You can understand terminology like
[53:17] this. The same life energy that's in you
[53:22] is in an ant, is in a fly, is in a tree,
[53:26] is in every single one of us. Some
[53:29] people call it jot.
[53:33] We all have the same j.
[53:36] But certain words become confusing. Oh
[53:38] yeah, we have God's light in us
[53:40] somewhere, but I've never seen it.
[53:43] Change your terminology. Do you have
[53:45] life in you right now? Are you alive? Is
[53:47] there life?
[53:49] There's even life in a dead person.
[53:53] There's just life in everything.
[53:56] So, what you're looking for
[54:01] has been the thing that's confused you.
[54:05] It's very simple.
[54:07] And you might actually get a little bit
[54:08] deflated. Oh, is that it?
[54:11] Oh, I thought it was something bigger
[54:12] than that. I thought there was something
[54:14] more to it than that. Why does everyone
[54:15] make it sound so complicated?
[54:18] Do you think Gurunanak has ever tried to
[54:20] confuse you?
[54:22] Do you think Gurunanak came here to
[54:24] confuse you?
[54:26] Or does Gurunanak try and make it make
[54:28] si simple?
[54:31] It's a very simple path.
[54:34] It's a very simple path
[54:37] because it's here right now. The answer
[54:39] is here right now. It's already there.
[54:42] The only thing that needs to change is
[54:46] your eyes.
[54:48] Your way of looking at it needs to
[54:50] change.
[54:55] So you're going to ask, all right, let's
[54:58] say I accept that God's here. What do I
[55:01] do with it then? So what shall I do now?
[55:08] And again, I'm going to push the
[55:10] question back at you. Who's asking?
[55:13] You're going to say I am asking. Well,
[55:16] maybe there's a bit more work that we
[55:17] have to do then.
[55:21] If I am still here to ask the question,
[55:24] then maybe there's a bit more work to
[55:26] do.